Impulse

I have the sudden impulse to do something dangerous, something stupid....something to get my heart pumping and to put me into hyper-speed. I want to run. I want to fly. I want to jump and soar. I want to say all those things to all those people that I've always wanted to say but have been stopped because of proriety.
I wouldn't say I feel self-distructive right now....I just feel this need to do things how I really want to, bluntly and in the reality of the situation. I want to push where I should stand still. I want to fight where I should cede.